August 25, 2005

First Separation

This morning Daddy and I moved your bassinette from our room into the nursery. It's midnight, and just now, walking in the dark from the bathroom into the bedroom I swerved my hips so I wouldn’t bump into your little bed. Then I remembered. I miss my little buddy. I want to run in there and drag your bassinette back into our room, but I won't. My first letting go.




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August 08, 2005

I'm Really a Mom

I hardly slept at all last night because I was thinking about you growing up. I wonder what kind of a relationship you and I will have. I hope that we’re close, and that you share your life with me.

I’ve adjusted to having a baby... I’m still working on realizing that I have
a daughter.




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